Well I recently reconnected with my high school sweetheart. The conversations were great But now things are getting really graphic. I decided to meet him for dinner when I was in my hometown visiting family and friends. We talked about how in love we were when we were 17 and 18 but now things are more serious. He knows I’m married and respects that, but he also knows how hot he gets me. So far I been good but the more we talk about fucking the more I want to fuck. I’m at such a cross roads. Should I just go for it just one time? I mean we both are consenting adults and he said he will not get in his feelings. Is this really possible? I know women are more emotional than men. I’m very sure I’m not leaving my husband for him I just need some sexually healing. Am I wrong for feeling this way?