I’ve been really having a hard time. I think I’m really falling for my new trainer. I can’t get him off of my mind. Normally I wouldn’t even dare to think about all these lifetime movies that I watch that have the same storylines not realizing that I’m actually living it in real life am I a lifetime movie? He is so sexy I think about him all the time he’s really built very nice and also very helpful and anytime he speaks to me or touches me to help with any of the equipment. I just melt as if I was having a school-age crush. I get the same butterflies in my stomach and I want him so bad but he’s married, but is it wrong that I still want to have him even if it’s for one night of hot, sexy passionate moments together I know he will do everything to make sure I am so satisfied